WHEN IT ENDS

What happens at the end of the universe
I know its something I wont live to see
I need an explanation that I deserve (Uh huh)
I'm selfish and its hindering to me (Yeah, yeah)
I'm searching for the answers to everything (Uh huh)
But will it be to much for me to breath (Yeah, yeah)
If there's an afterlife and it does exist
Is it everything that I'll want it to be (YEAH, YEAH)

Is it fire and bloody water
Is it bodies on top of bodies
Is it death and rebirth into slaughter
Is it pain is the vision all foggy
Is there anything after the living
Will I close my eyes and that be it
If there's nothing then why am I still giving
When so many times I wanna quit
My biggest fear is forgetting my daughter
A constant thought when I'm going to sleep
These fears I never had before I met her
I'm conflicted I've forgotten peace (Yeah, yeah)

I wonder if there's other universes that I can visit
That I can be salvaged and be repurposed for (Huh?)
I wanna know if there's something greater to being a human
And being stuck on this planet and being trapped in war
I wanna know of the highest beings
And not just be told to believe it fears of me
Meeting demons and more remorse (Yeah, yeah)
Is it Allah? Jehovah? Yahweh?
Or maybe its Buddha that's gonna judge me
When its over leave me here in the morgue
Would you rather hell or remember nothing
They both terrify me I'm saying this lightly
I wanna know I'm something (Uh huh)
But if I'm wiped from existence as far as I can tell is forgetting everything
Just as bad as being stuck in hell (Uh huh)
I'd rather convert to a different plane a dispersal of energy
Something to keep me from going insane (Uh huh)
If there's a god and he's watching I got some shit
I need to say so lend me your ear and listen to me pray (Yeah, yeah)

Even as you hear me caught up in my fears
I still got urges to speak to demons behind these tears (Yeah)
I can't deny I'm a wayward soul I see things different
Cause I'll do anything to bring you my vision of living

I embody the meaning of hatred (Uh huh)
Send me boxes of bodies tell me happy belated (Uh huh)
Rip the flesh from ya bones and sacrifice 'em to woo
I didn't have to describe who I'm contributing too
I'm not a man of many disciples (Nah)
Not in need a flock but I'm still happy to guide you
I'll lead you straight to the lake of fire for you to drink (Yeah)
Don't look to me for a helping hand if you start to sink (Yeah)
I'm only here to cause division (Uh)
I'll lay my head to rest when I am finished with my mission (Uh)
Religious prophecies to twist and turn your indecision (Uh)
Look deep into the burning sea to see my spirit swimming