Pain On Paper

Pain running deep but I keep level headed
I ain't Showing y'all my pain, you use it as leverage
My insides broken I can feel the hemorrhage
Just another T K O, & a love pilgrimage

I wear my feeling like a coat, like it's Calvin Klein
love & Hate the two things with the thinnest lines
My words paint pictures, like I'm singing blues In the Carolina's
I got that Great Wall round my heart like it done live in China
I pen my pain & render aid like im a first responder
& When I'm needing aid, they come up short just like a romper
Why second guess it? Disappointment came more than expected
I guard my blessings, cus them devils come around to test me
Don't go the extra, pain gone fester & it cause resentment
I ain't gone stunt, it fucked me up, with the way they flipped it
Don't fold bout pressure, ain't no losses all I see is lessons
(I won't fold)
Don't fold bout pressure, ain't no losses all I see is lessons
(I won't fold)

Pain running deep but I keep level headed
I ain't Showing y'all my pain, you use it as leverage
My insides broken I can feel the hemorrhage
Just another T K O, & a love pilgrimage

Going through transformations
Couple month feel like they ages
I'm tryna get to that new chapter
But in this life you can't rip pages
I done fell back 20 spaces
I'm Knowing that the come back crazy
Came up out that mud it made me
I done turn that mud Gravy
Can't stay in the slums it change me
I fell back just a couple spaces, nigga went & showed they truest faces
I stood tall on my worst day like nun of this shit could hurt
Only thing that ease the pain is smoking on these purp
Tears stain on my puffer coat
I'm walking through that dirt
Tryna make amends putting bandages on cuts & burns
I Set road the bench why niggas played
So when I'm on ion't wanna hear a thing no

Pain running deep but I keep level headed
I ain't Showing yall my pain, you use it as leverage
My insides broken I can feel the hemorrhage
Just another T K O, & a love pilgrimage