Self Doubt .

I take a look up in the mirror
But I don't see me looking back
I'm only kept intact by not the fear of death
But the fear of never coming back
Sometimes I ask is that so bad
I just let my pen hit my pad
Whenever I'm trapped inside my head
Pushing back against what seems to be
A different level of consciousness
I can never seem to meet Eye to eye
So I disguise myself Behind my window blinds
And I'm just hiding out
Until it all blows by
But will I die before I see
Me lookin back at myself
I'm reaching hazardous health
And I'm fighting battles in stealth
Running in circles
The ground below me suddenly starts to melt
And Crumble before my feet
I can't hold on to my wealth

My dreams consist of paranoia
I fear that they become real
when I wake up in a dystopian hell hole
All my biggest fears become reality
Insanity grasping me
Like Sean hannitys logical fallacies
Feeling disassociated from
What's real and what's fake
And What is to become
Envisioning pain and heartache
And the more I take my time trynna
Figure shit out
I put my self in a drought
No sight of a way out
Digging a deeper hole
I keep going no way to climb out
And when the rain finally comes
I'm buried in my own doubt



Credits
Writer(s): Rafael Correa
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