Fault(S)

You say it's over and it's my fault
I was never ready and that's my fault
Drag me through the dirt because it was my fault
My fault, my fault
Said I didn't try but I know I fought
Struggled with communication, I thought
That you would see me tryna to correct my faults
My faults, my fault

Days spent staring at the clock
Waiting on my time
Gemini you'll get both sides
When the stars align
Might take you shopping
All on my dime
This an investment
Return it all to me
In scream, shouts and arched spines
Lately I've been distant
Kept us separate like apartheid
l ain't really used to having
People being on my side
Always had to be the one
To sideline my pride
Think I'm really over this
Just hope you know that I tried

You say it's over and it's my fault
I was never ready and that's my fault
Drag me through the dirt because it was my fault
My fault, my fault
Said I didn't try but I know I fought
Struggled with communication, I thought
That you would see me tryna to correct my faults
My faults, my fault

Said I need to grow up
But I'm in a different place
You want love right now
I'm moving at a different pace
I got lost, accepting all my flaws
I can't embrace
Tryna find myself, retracing steps that's been erased
Struggled in my life I just know you can not relate
People say they for me, but they always acting fake
So when I do the math
And words plus actions don't equate
The love they said they had for me
Really just translates into hate

You say it's over and it's my fault
I was never ready and that's my fault
Drag me through the dirt because it was my fault
My fault, my fault
Said I didn't try but I know I fought
Struggled with communication, I thought
That you would see me tryna to correct my faults
My faults, my fault