Blood & Gore (Outro)

You know me and my partna, we was talkin the other day
Shit just came up
Like... you can't leave a balloon in a certain place and then
Walk away
Come back
And expect it to still be there
Thats crazy

I just want to love you like the oldies
But its hard being a black man
Aint no one here to console me
The system tryna control me
Every woman tryna mold me
To they idea of the perfect man
And try to tell me its best for me
But I aint tryna hear it
Guess thats why I'm here now
Tossed aside and broken down
I heard you moved way across town
Its all good I wish the best
You know I'm chasin this success
Every loss contain a lesson
I just treat it like a rep
But I gotta catch my breath
Because this last one fucked me up
Like usually I be good but this a shot here to the gut
And I stay lighter than a feather got so use to bein together
Bein apart don't feel right
Heal depression with a session
Know love is just a fight
Knocked me down right in the seventh
Maybe this here for the best
In disguise might be a blessin
Guess our love aint stand the test
You said you felt I disrespect you
I aint never force yo hand
You made yo own call like a ref do
Im a beast without a beauty now I'm just ridin round with them demons
I went numb I had to poke myself to see if I'm still bleedin
Guess its part of human nature just to change up like the seasons
How we go from sunny smiles to your shoulders damn near freezin
When yo flowers grow too fast sometimes they tend to grow apart
It was love straight from the start
I always tried to play my part
Maybe I'm from Mississippi and
My lovin a lil different
But I put my all out there and that shit hurt when you aint get it
Gotta put my thoughts into a verse its better when I spit it
If you miss me then just run this back its better u dont hit me
lets be honest I'm too toxic u dont need nun of that energy
And be honest I'm a lil proud aint know monogamy was in me
You use to tell me watch them hoes cause they looked at u with envy
When they see me and ask about you I aint even tell em that we ended
How we go from hug and kissing to being subtweeted in yo mentions
Was a asset tried to keep you on my account just like a pension
Focused too much on aesthetics this real life it aint like Pinterest
Checked yo page I felt pathetic had to find me some new interests
So I said fuck it hit the booth turned on a beat and I'm still spittin
Gotta know what to keep to yoself cant be tellin all yo business
I aint mean to cut you off but I dont care nun bout yo sentence
Its way more to life than that we cant be wastin all our minutes
Got real estate in your mind because I'm up there like a tenant
God forgives I'm still learnin, talk to him about repentance
Left me alone but I'm still yearnin - I cant give these hoes no attention
You know my goal, increase my earnin but it led to a lil tension
You know that pressure it bust pipes but you'll get a diamond eventually
Good people we both fight but you just cant fall just for potential
This shit fuckin with my mental
Sincerely yours - Nardo
Earn bread even while I'm sleepin
But I'm feelin poor
You question me bout cheatin
Never seen me with whores
But its all fair in Love and War
This shit really Blood and Gore forreal