Blossoming.

In a field of dreams, exploring my acts and misdeeds

Holding back myself from what I can be
Opening the hatch
Watch corrosive thoughts leak

Out down for the count
Grounded in my faith I doubt
Crowded voices try to shout

Try to ignore the fear of losing the bout
Of losing my outlet
Of losing my soul
Right after I found it
Pound for a pound
I'm putting my all in it

Renowned for nothing
Astounded I shuffle
My perspective
Roundabout
Cross etched bluffing

Invested in one thing
One person
One moment
Interest incurring
One dollar
Turns to hundreds

Of ideas and mind flayers
Crying my eyes out till
I'm dried up and flushed out
Blind faith in what's now
A season of growth

Blind, but seeing that I'm destined
For things bigger than me
Finding my way through creases
Messages of hope that I'm hoping you see

This as more than a one-way street of releasing my grief
Of depleting my feelings
Apathy is the silent disease
Gradually I see that it all means something
If not to you then someone
If not to me then who am I other than a no-one?
A sense of identity found in creating and sharing my heart even in my weakness
Vulnerability, I wear my heart up on my sleeve and bleed emotions
Embracing my meekness
Overbearing, oversharing, meaningful deep-seated connections between us
And I'm happy that someone is here just to see it
And now I'm blossoming



Credits
Writer(s): Zachary Scheuerman
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