The Road Less Traveled

I thought this shit would be fun at first
I already had no friends, but the solitude only made it worse
Walking round til my feet hurt
Shoulders feeling like some double knots
I gotta find a way to make it work
Cuz I'm past the point where I could make it stop
God damn
I do not have control now
Environments got a hold now
I ain't even on the damn road now
Take a sip just to damn slow down
Summer nights getting cold now
If it ain't broke then you don't fix it
I been told but I don't listen
I was told I was so gifted
Still felt like my soul missing
All my love has been so fiction
All the times that my toes dipped in
Out of mind I been so distant
Tryna find where this road gets me
Yeah
I been tryna find my way home
I can't seem to find which way to go
Thought I was right now I got nothing left
Maybe there's no home for me
I took off for myself
Used to be in the mix
Couldn't hear myself think
Had to leave out the city
All the lights made me dizzy
Now it's only stars with me
Peace of mind when I'm swimming
I don't gotta try
The waters always gunna hold me up floating
That's what I need the most
On my way to the coast
The rivers pointed out where to go
And the breeze told me I was close
If grass is greener on the other side
And the waters blue-er in the ocean,
Then home should be where I end up at or at least that's what I'm hoping

The worlds so big
How are we supposed to find anything
If I can't even find myself, how am I supposed to find you
Late nights talking to the moon I can never hear anything
If you're out there tryna find me please let the stars guide you

Feel like I could tear myself apart
Spent so long tryna find where that X marks
That I can't even remember where the Ex starts,
Haven't shut my eyes in so long I got stretch marks
Life is never fun if you forget about the best parts
Feel like time is running out
All my demons coming out
Shit I never think about is written on the fucking ground
Head is south
Try to pick it up it only pulls me down
Visions getting blurry now
Guess I gotta hurry now
Don't know how much more that I can take before I lose my way
Guess I must be fucking crazy
Thinking I could fucking make it
Now Im scared that I might die out here without someone to save m
Thoughts are slowly turning hazy
If I fall and end up staying
Would you come and find me maybe

The worlds so big
How are we supposed to find anything

I thought it couldn't be done
I finally made it to the waves
Finally I can see the sun
All of this got me speechless moment of silence
I'm lookin in to the horizon
I see a beach and I see a island
Shit just got me smiling
I got lost in your eyes and I saw a better land
Somehow you look prettier then those flowers you got in your hand
Like where'd you get those
I dropped some just like it a few days ago
Maybe you picked em up, maybe this means something
Wait
I gotta keep it composed
I think that I love you (wait no (fuck))
Let me take it back a sec
I always get too ahead
Think I've seen this road before
Think I how just how it ends
Maybe this is different tho
Maybe I should take a chance
Maybe I should take it slow
Maybe you should take my hand

This is it ain't it, this is it
I done came way too far to call it quits
So please don't run away now
Please don't run away
Please don't run away now
Please don't run away now baby
This is it ain't it, this is it
I done came way too far to call it quits
So please don't run away now
Please don't run away
Please don't run away now
Please don't run away now baby
This is it ain't it, this is it
I done came way too far to call it quits
So please don't run away now
Please don't run away
Please don't run away now
Please don't run away now baby