What These Hands Can't Hold

I can't stand to
Think about
That you've seen me
In that state

On the very first night
That we shared a bed
I wanted you to know
So you wouldn't be scared

I thought you would
Turn and run
When you saw me
As I am

Deeper
And harder, it seems like I am drifting
(Farther)
Farther from it all, just like a nightmare
(Nightmare)
Farther than sight, It's like I'm breaking
(Breaking)
Farther than it all

How I tried to make you see
That I'm never good to me
I didn't expect you to
Have that kind of darkness, too

When I saw it
With my own eyes
I knew then
That I was
The cause of it
And because of me
You do that too
To you
And because of me
You're just like me

What
Am I to you
If I make you feel so
I would do anything
Just to make it alright
Even if it would mean
That I can't be with you
That I can't be with you

What good would it do
Nothing comes out of this
What good would it do
Nothing, nothing I do
Nothing I can do, Nothing
Nothing would do
What, what could I do
Nothing, nothing would do
What, what would it do
Nothing
Comes out of this
What
What can I do
Nothing
Nothing could do
What
What would It do
Nothing could do
What
What could I do
Nothing
Nothing