What If We Nvm

Oh I haven't forgotten
This feeling that lingers a lot
Oh I hate all the parties
Where you act like you're someone you're not
I got drunk at a friend's second story apartment
I don't know if he even can speak anymore
You were there for a moment
And man I'd have sworn it
I wanted you back in my door

And I felt stupid
So stupid
How could I want you anymore?

Would you still call this fate
In the way that you talk?
Oh your voice is ingrained
In the movies we watched
And you weren't so afraid
In letting me go
So why did you stay?
Oh I should've known that

I've been losing all my weekends
You've been trying, playing pretend
As the girl who I thought
That I wish that I had
And it sucks that I still want you back

And I felt stupid
So stupid

That I let you go for a second
And it's still my fault
But you're still second guessing
How I felt at all
I'm so bad at pretending
Seems everything ends around me
You could never see

Had me tied on the dream
That we could've had
Oh I wanted you
But you want him back
You're a liar, a cheater
Can't fucking believe you again
I miss my friend