BATTLE IN MY MIND

I ain't go lie some days I'm beat down and battered
I feel like I'm shattered
I feel like I can't get my life straight
I feel like every day I'm fighting a fight I'm never winning
Always feel like I'm getting beat down
Torn up I'm worn out
Uh
Like what the fuck do I do now?
Which way do I go?
Not even I know
Uh not even I know
I'm so indecisive
Can't make up my mind
I'm feeling lost
I'm feeling trapped
Up inside mine
Huh
And now I'm sitting on the sidelines
Looking at my life and what I've done in my lifetime
I'm boutta turn 21 next week
More in the bank than many my age
But what have a sacrificed
So much of my life
So much of time
So much of my youth
These are the prime years of our lives
And sometimes I feel like they've wasted away
But at the same time
I've set a future for myself
I've set a lifeline
Huh
See this is the battle up in my mind
Yea
Battle up in my mind
Devil on my right side
Someone on my left side
Telling me it be alright
Think about the good times
All the finer things in life
Look over my left side
Damn like that girl is fine
Like god damn can't believe she mine
Think about it all the time
Crazy how I'm with someone you only think you find in dreams
Man this life ain't what it seems
Some days it feels like a movie scene
Huh
Thinking back to high school
Seeing her and thinking
Nick never
She way out of your league
You won't even have a chance
What you even thinking man
Huh
Thinking back like god damn how wrong was I
Always thinking less of myself
Looking in the mirror shitting on every inch of myself
But the Voice in the back of my head like
God damn you know you the man
Hop up on a beat and kill it just because I can
Hoping one day this passion into something bigger man
Tackle any obstacle I ain't giving in
I'ma keep working on music till I make it man
No this don't happen overnight
But we ain't stop without a fight
Super sayain three got me feeling like an almighty being
Hit you with the special beem
Put you right into a dream
Like good night
Hahaha