My Heart Isn't the Same

(You fu left me
When I fu needed you
You fu left me
When I was at my fu low...)
My heart isn't the same as it was before
Ooh
Those ideas in my head are knocking at my door
Ooh
But am I stupid to wanna finish on the floor?
And am I stupid to wanna finish through the window?
Cause' I miss the old me that was always smiling and happy
I don't know how it came, but it came suddenly and quickly
Isn't it? Isn't this the end for me?
Cause' I feel it, I feel it so close
Could I do it? Could I make myself be happy?
Cause' I feel it, I feel it so far
(You fu left me at my fu lowest)
Am I still close enough to get through the door?
Am I now far enough away from this sore?
And for all those who saying I'm getting better, you are dummy
Ooh
Cause' I don't recognize me, I'm getting closer to that steep hill
Cause' I miss the old me that was always excited and merry
I don't know when it came, but it came and doesn't wanna flee
Isn't it? Isn't this the end for me?
Cause' I feel it, I feel it so close
Could I do it? Could I make myself be happy?
Cause' I feel it, I feel it so far
I can't afford me to lose
Even though it's getting so close
I don't want all those roses
I'm gonna flee silently on my tippy toes
I can't afford me to lose
Even though it's getting so close
I don't want all those roses
I'm gonna flee silently on my tippy toes
Isn't it? Isn't this the end for me?
Cause' I feel it, I feel it so close
Could I do it? Could I make myself be happy?
Cause' I feel it, I feel it so far
Oooh, Oooh
(If you wanna help me, ugh
You can honestly
You can just stand out of my fucking life)