Stay Home (Lay Down)

I hate the way that
I feel when I wake up
I don't wanna say much
Cause my heads fucked up again
I dread every day now
I'm a stay home and lay down
It's like I'm not the same now
But I've always kinda been a mess

And I just can't help but wonder
No I just can't help but wonder
If I did this to myself
To myself

Is this all I'll ever be
An empty void of misery
Is this feeling that seems to grow
The only one I'll know
Is this all I'll ever be
An empty void of misery
Is this feeling that seems to grow
The only one I'll know

I bought a new outfit
But you didn't notice
And I sent you a message
But you left that shit on read
I wasn't an asshole
Made you dinner with candles
But I still couldn't have you
Like damn ain't that just my luck
So what are the chances
For a hopeless romantic
Will there be someone dancing with me
When that final song comes on
And I guess that I'd be lying
Yeah I guess that I'd be lying
If I told you I was smiling
And I guess that I'd be lying
If I told you I was smiling
But I'm damned if I ain't trying
Don't know why I'm like this
Guess that I'd be lying
If I told you I was smiling
But damned if I ain't trying
Don't know why I'm like this