Intro

Mom was job to job had to watch my daddy sell dope
Started making music cause I found out that it help me cope

Born at the bottom only choice I had to climb the slope
Gotta stay strong for my all guys cause I give them hope

What you know bout sitting for some years trying play your cards
Even though they say that I been sinning I still talk to god

Been a golden child I hit 18 they say I beat the odds
Told you it was love you tried to play me now that left me scarred

Ask me bout me motivation I smile and say that it's my momma
If I'm behind the wheel boogie in the passenger riding wit a choppa

Hoes stay in my face I pass to bro cause I ain't tryna yop her
And I can never stop stacking till lil bro account it got some commas

I can't wait untill the world can say that they know us
He said that's how he living do or die and he froze up

Tryna clear my mind let's book a session lil cuz roll up
Bad bitch had to bend her over she did a toe touch

Yea and they hating on me
I got people at the gates they still waiting on me

And my family they behind me they still praying for me
Locked in with some killas they a spray some for me

My bitch get mad in public had to tell her not cause a scene
Lately I been tryna touch a m and go and chase my dreams

Always been the type to buss my ass tryna feed the team
Had to go and do it in real life never behind a screen

And I'm just talking how I really feel
Nowadays the shit get different niggas sliding off pills

Ain't talk to my blood in a minute I call he love me still
You ain't never seen that switch before I can tell you that shit fast for real

And I know shorties thats tryna make a kill
My cousin really sitting behind them bars he ain't make a deal

All black masked up in a cut you gotta stay concealed
Sad to say this shit be everywhere man this the life we live

Mmmm these just my inner thoughts
Riding presidential safe to say I turned into a boss

Long as she stay next to me I'll never stress about a loss
I'm hoping that I make it in this shit I'm tryna fill the vault

Died he ain't the guys I still felt the loss
They ask me where I been I been hurting yall

My cousin say you don't got to slide just give me a call
Safe to say the nigga lost his mind He been double crossed

Get home no matter the situation before I go
I'm gone lose it all you said that you hate me last what i recall

My day one fucking with the other side I say don't get involved
I said I'm sorry it really be your pride you just gone drink it off

I don't know if they really love me or they want to kill me that shit weird
I knew you did it because you act so guilty

And I hate court when I walk in I just get this feeling that shit don't matter
I rather be with you it help my healing

Lets take it back when we was kids trapping in Bwoods building
I got that call that you was gone after that been feeling real empty

When I died cremate me
I don't want to be mad you make me
I lost a real savage to some bitch niggas that drive me crazy

I lost a real nigga that spread love that shit so cold
niggas can say whatever and do whatever cant let em kill me tho
We got to get it together he dropped out of school but streets in the honor roll
You hang with a snake cant honor those Did what you did still love you tho
You better stay with your gun when you come outside because its bussing
Don't care what he did he came with me you better not touch em
The trenches ain't do shit but fuck me up but I still love it
Gotta stay aware never know when they coming