Torn AparT
Damn, why you had to go?
Best friend's suicide, wasn't ready for
Worst part about it is, I ain't even know
Like why I got to find out from so and so?
Makes me want to wild out like no one knows
I don't even know if it was an overdose or on the ropes
Thought bro was capping, I was praying and holding hope
Probably wanted a reset, you know I know!
But this life isn't a motherfucking game!
Don't think the grass looking greener for me
Because the fame!
Just like a rapper acting tuff, better tuck your chain!
Because somebody gon snatch it
You know we bleed the same!
Bare with me, I just need to explain
The very moment you end it, all your dreams are in vain
And I've been through hell and back
I've done seen the flames
Now that I know you looking after me
That's gon keep me sane!
Still slowly losing my mind!
All that insanity, I put into the grind!
When I got a question, I just look into the sky
With a teardrop, coming down, asking God why?
I'm hurt that, I ain't get a chance to say goodbye
Was I worth that?
Or I wasn't, can't even decide
When I heard that, losing you a blessing in a disguise
I'd reverse that!
Know through life or death, you still my guy!
Angel, but I needed you alive!
Danger, I could see it through the blinds
Anguish got me feeling like I died
If I fall I get back 10 times stronger like at least I tried!
I'm grateful every day that I'm alive!
Angel, but the wing is torn apart!
It's painful that you can't pick up the call
All I got to say is thank you, bro, you helping me evolve!
A.J. brought us much joy
But rather than be mired in the agony over his death
And the undercurrents of sorrow that must've plagued him
There's an image I'd like to leave you with
We were in Trinidad, um
Maracas beach!
And A.J. and I were in the surf
And I was teaching him how to body surf!
In my mind, I will always be
Standing in the surf in that beautiful place
On maracas beach
Watching him go!
Best friend's suicide, wasn't ready for
Worst part about it is, I ain't even know
Like why I got to find out from so and so?
Makes me want to wild out like no one knows
I don't even know if it was an overdose or on the ropes
Thought bro was capping, I was praying and holding hope
Probably wanted a reset, you know I know!
But this life isn't a motherfucking game!
Don't think the grass looking greener for me
Because the fame!
Just like a rapper acting tuff, better tuck your chain!
Because somebody gon snatch it
You know we bleed the same!
Bare with me, I just need to explain
The very moment you end it, all your dreams are in vain
And I've been through hell and back
I've done seen the flames
Now that I know you looking after me
That's gon keep me sane!
Still slowly losing my mind!
All that insanity, I put into the grind!
When I got a question, I just look into the sky
With a teardrop, coming down, asking God why?
I'm hurt that, I ain't get a chance to say goodbye
Was I worth that?
Or I wasn't, can't even decide
When I heard that, losing you a blessing in a disguise
I'd reverse that!
Know through life or death, you still my guy!
Angel, but I needed you alive!
Danger, I could see it through the blinds
Anguish got me feeling like I died
If I fall I get back 10 times stronger like at least I tried!
I'm grateful every day that I'm alive!
Angel, but the wing is torn apart!
It's painful that you can't pick up the call
All I got to say is thank you, bro, you helping me evolve!
A.J. brought us much joy
But rather than be mired in the agony over his death
And the undercurrents of sorrow that must've plagued him
There's an image I'd like to leave you with
We were in Trinidad, um
Maracas beach!
And A.J. and I were in the surf
And I was teaching him how to body surf!
In my mind, I will always be
Standing in the surf in that beautiful place
On maracas beach
Watching him go!
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Writer(s): Tommy Robinson
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