I'm Feinin

I need to pour four up all up in my cup, just to feel right
Dirty sprite, one night, she just loves the fast life
Fucking with these bitches all the time, it don't feel right
Cuz you're always in my head when I'm fuckin and it's real tight
Pop another perc and I'm geeking
Face down rolling round she tell me that I'm tweaking
Ever since you left yeah I been acting different
And now I can't live without pills cus I need it, I'm feining

I might just pull up in a Rafe just to stunt on a fucking hoe
But she loves it though
And did I ever mention
That she needs attention
All the time, all the time
I can't comprehend it
You tell me lies all the time, was it fucking worth it
They say that life is a movie lets cut the tape
Cus in the end when they watch I know they gon hate
I guess that it's just fate
But I promise one day I'll sell out shows in every state
From the east to the west coast they'll shout my name
And when I buy my mom a house can't wait to see her face
But I gotta stay patient first
Ten toes down yea we gotta make this work

I need to pour four up all up in my cup, just to feel right
Dirty sprite, one night, she just loves the fast life
Fuckin with these bitches all the time, it don't feel right
Cuz you're always in my head when I'm fucking and it's real tight
Pop another perc and I'm geeking
Face down rolling round she tell me that I'm tweaking
Ever since you left yeah I been acting different
And now I can't live without pills cus I need it, I'm feining

Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah I'm Feining
Oh
In this crazy life, like what is the meaning
Oh
Everyday yeah fighting my demons
They troubling my head like the fuck is the reason
Ho, ho, holy fuck I'm bleeding
Shouldn't have punched the mirror
If it's over when the fat lady sing
I'll pretend I can't hear her
I'm not tryna let myself down, I just can't be near her
I've been slowly tryna kill myself, has it been any clearer
I'm not committed to this life that I chose
But it's not everyday that you live this life I suppose
So I gotta be grateful, gotta quit complaining
Tell myself I'll make it, I'll make it oh

I need to pour four up all up in my cup, just to feel right
Dirty sprite, one night, she just loves the fast life
Fuckin with these bitches all the time, it don't feel right
Cuz you're always in my head when I'm fucking and it's real tight
Pop another perc and I'm geeking
Face down rolling round she tell me that I'm tweaking
Ever since you left yeah I been acting different
And now I can't live without pills cus I need it, I'm feining

Mixin Hennessy with sprite
Unhealthy combinations
I just ran out of alcohol
And now I'm running out of patience
Many gone but I'm still here
Pray to God that I'm still here
God is the only one I fear
Many gone but I'm still here
Thank you next to the girl right there
You messed up and I'll make you care
She wants a ring but I'm not a fighter
She want me right beside her
I think that I fell in love the moment I was inside her
Had to let down my old hoes, had to go and wife her
Cus shes to good for to bring her out for only one nighters
She said take me anywhere I said lets go
So I took her to the function and she let it snow
I hear what they say but I just let it go
Cuz they don't understand this life and they won't ever know

I need to pour four up all up in my cup, just to feel right
Dirty sprite, one night, she just loves the fast life
Fuckin with these bitches all the time, it don't feel right
Cuz you're always in my head when I'm fuckin and it's real tight
Pop another perc and I'm geeking
Face down rolling round she tell me that I'm tweaking
Ever since you left yeah I been acting different
And now I can't live without pills cus I need it, I'm feining