Tears

I want you to hear my voice
This one last time
Cause if i were to die
I'll be at peace of mind

If I'm left with no choice
When i close my eyes
I'm so sorry that i came to this
I apologize

I tried to make a life
Just going day by day
I found friends
Who've made made me laugh along the way

I'm happy they were in my life
But i can't see their face
What's a life to live with no love
And self hate

I'm practicing how to numb the pain
And take it all away
And I just wait till my time is up
For someone to take my place

I'm all alone
No place to call my home
I try to save everyone else
Outta time to save myself

And I
Spent so many nights
Wiping tears from my eyes
I'm all alone and I try to

Fly
Spent so many nights
Tryna find a light

I tried to make a life
Just going day by day
I've attempted to die
But i have failed each way

I told others to listen to what i say
An easy path out is a cowards way

I'm such a hypocrite
Why can't i take my own advice
I tried to tell myself that i was good
But those were lies

If i'm left with no choice
I'm not alright
I'm so sorry that i came to this
I apologize

I'm practicing how to numb the pain
And take it all away
And I just wait till my time is up
For someone to take my place

I'm all alone
No place to call my home
I try to save everyone else
And yet I just can't save myself

And I
Spent so many nights
Wiping tears from my eyes
I'm all alone and I try to

Fly
Spent so many nights
Tryna find a light

If you find me mom i'm sorry it was not your fault
I fight my demons every day it was just my time to fall
My minds is constantly under assault
Cause i feel my misfortunes are all my fault

Walk into the room
And find the gun
If I do this
What will I have done

Didn't tell my friends goodbye
But I won't be gone
They'll carry me forever
I'll just live on

I stare at it I'm scared and
i'm filled with dread
If my sister walks in
Will i die with regret

I won't see her graduate
Or wear a wedding dress But if this pain were to stop
I guess it's for the best

Made up my mind
And point it at my head
Pulled the trigger
Gun jammed up i should be dead

I fall to the floor
Back filled with sweat
Tears filling up my eyes
As i wake in bed

I go into my room and tear up my note
I sit on my chair sit back and
Choke on my tears
I Grab my guitar
And I sing

I got no tears left to cry
Let it out its alright
It was never your fault but mine

I need to save myself
This time
Is there any light
Is there any hope in sight



Credits
Writer(s): Allan Aziz
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