Goodbye...for Now

I don't want nothing to do with you
Because you left me in the dark
And now I have to find my own way

I was there for you
Now I'm left in the blue
Stuck in my mind, no clue
Eyes bloodshot
Smoking out every ounce
Nose hurts from a pound
Blinded by a cloud
Fading out from this overdose
Trying to fall asleep but its comatose
Adolescent kid that's home alone
In a home where drugs isn't unknown
Now I'm a little grown
Looking back at things that I atone
Sticks and stones can never break my bones
This is gonna be the life that I chose
I dont really give a fuck about no hoes

I really never had a pot to piss in
Everything that I know is reminiscent
People walked in my life now they distant
Thinking about my existence

Fuck these fine ass bitches
All they really care about are some inches
Now all I do is dig some holes to fill the ditches
Little boy do them dishes,
Only thing you should care about are them
Mother fucking digits

Fuck the fame
Living in my own masquerade
Knowing how it feels to be betrayed
I don't want to be ashamed
I just know how to cope with the pain
Seeing everything around me drain
Picking people up like a crane
But everything is so fucking mundane

I don't want nothing to do with you
Because you left me in the dark
And now I have to find my own way

Everyone around me takes a toll
Having the pain just spreads mold
All I gotta do is put in the coal
Add the fluids spark the lighter
Watch it spiral
Wishing one day I would go viral
Granting me death that's final
Sharpening the blade like Myers
Suicidal thoughts spinning me around
Putting my feelings in the ground
Look at me wrong get clowned
Demons keep me up anyway so fuck you
Need a saving grace
For the bad thoughts to be erased
But all i am is just a disgrace



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Writer(s): Vt Tsunamic
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