Desensitized

Every time that
I close my eyes
A picture etched
Into my mind
Against consent
It's memorized
So much that
I can trace the lines

You weren't prepared for my glaring
And I'm not aware that I'm staring

You look right dead
Into my eyes
The life looks
Drained out all the time
Should come as
No real big surprise
I think I'm
So desensitized
That thing that I
Just saw online
My friends say
I am traumatized
I push for tears
But I can't cry
Feel like I'm
So desensitized

All the feelings that I have
Gone within a single snap
How does anyone react
Am I really here

When I see a shocking thing
All the people run and scream
I'm stuck waiting patiently
Try and tell them what I mean

You look right dead
Into my eyes
The life looks
Drained out all the time
Should come as
No real big surprise
I think I'm
So desensitized
That thing that I
Just saw online
My friends say
I am traumatized
I push for tears
But I can't cry
Feel like I'm
So desensitized

Will I ever feel again
Wish I could be real like them
Just a little drop of Zen
And I count to ten
Gush emotions
Is it just too much to ask
Throw away this stupid mask
In my boiling tears I bask
Hurting really bad
Feeling something
Do you know this feeling, though
Numb to all the pain and suffering
Joy and rage have left me so
Feeling like I'm always nothing

You look right dead
Into my eyes
The life looks
Drained out all the time
Should come as
No real big surprise
That I am
So desensitized
That thing that I
Just saw online
My friends say
I am traumatized
I push for tears
But I can't cry
Feel like I'm
So desensitized

So desensitized
So desensitized
You know I'm so desensitized
So desensitized
I see it right inside your eyes
So desensitized



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Writer(s): Ethan Avila
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