No Sleep

A mind that's full of what ifs and a pain that's numbin
Haven't dozed off so that i could see what's comin
0 motivation as I lay down on my cushion
I do take care of myself, sometimes, I don't need a woman
'cept my mom, we done made it out the struggle
If im feeling stressed up, then im sure you feel as doubled
You and pops together, u done made a power couple
Some beyonce-jay z shit but you still humble
I learned that from you, even tho i was a trouble
Did a lot of things, all the shit i had to juggle
Used to always give advice, i was ignorant and subtle
Till the duties of adults done came and burst the bubble

I aint okay right now, wish i could say out loud
All these thoughts inside my head but you wouldnt understand
Staring at the ceiling thinking why haven't i made it yet
Reality be tapping cause i haven't graduated yet
If it's up to me i'll quit college cause that's a bad investment
But now im trying for my parents, know that im indebted
I don't want a 9-5, i just trust the path im headed
Preparing for the future and be present in the present

But i ask myself "did i make the right decision"
Some people do the talkin, some people do the vision
Some people choose the pain than to get a good prescription
I just want to set a bar for my peers, no division
Lotta people bitchin, but they never pitch in
I chose to be the voice but aint no way that I'd be singin
Word to symbolism, a green from the traffic light
Go and bust a move, do it big like magic mike

A lot of music right now but they're missin context
Theyre not even on my level, homie, not even close
Not even those you're idolizing, hope that ure all checkin
Every sound i hear is the fuckin sound of flexin
I got this and i got that
I got bitches and some money yeah im not lyk dat
Just lies after lies just to feed they pride
Go and speak about the truth, insecurities you hide
Let out your emotions with a passion on the side
Know its worth it, all the process so you just enjoy the ride
Let me be the guide like faith in the spiritual
Teachin mental health is as important as the physical

Believe in what you feel, fuck all of the doubts
May this music help you heal, i dont want all of the clout
Look up, aim high, see all of the clouds
Just be you and do the shit, you dont mind all of the clowns

No sleep



Credits
Writer(s): Cameron Thomaz, Benjamin Levin
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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