Messed up

Start it off messed up a lot, thought I could trap
Twenty two picked up a pen, started to rap
I went through hell, but I kept coming back
Now tell me why somebody keep doing sum like that
Cause I wouldn't except it, until it got hard
There was friends I had to lose
Decisions I had to choose
There was times where others had to take down my guard
I'm not perfect I had made plenty of mistakes
I'm still liking narcotics
My mind is still exotic
I escape reality to hide from the hate

Yeah I messed up
I been messed up
Turned myself into a screw up
Trying to get people to have knew us
Yeah I messed up
I been messed up
But in the end it never worked
Cause it kept causing me to get hurt
Yeah I messed up
I been messed up

Towards the end now I fall, but somehow I'm high
Kept trying to fix it and found love in my eyes
If they'd found out they'd never forgive me
That shows all my mistakes will leave me empty
This sneaking and lying gonna leave me dying
But I do this to myself
And people keep trying to help
But the drugs keep talking and I'm just replying
All these decisions dug myself a giant hole
Earning me a big toll
Not letting my life unfold
At this point I don't know where to go

Yeah I messed up
I been messed up
Turned myself into a screw up
Trying to get people to have knew us
Yeah I messed up
I been messed up
But in the end it never worked
Cause it kept causing me to get hurt
Yeah I messed up
I been messed up

Yeah I messed up
I been messed up



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Writer(s): Isaiah Vance
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