River Full of Fears

Let's begin to talk about other times
When the days were just another night
I laid underneath the blackened sky
Just as close as it was in a paradise
I knew what other people've always liked
The way things happened in the darkest minds
You were so silent like a butterfly
I explain my dreams in next line

I lay the world under my feet
I jump so high, I break my knees
A bigger river's between you and me
The water, I told her, is full of my fears

You can always say it was my bad
But remember what your dad said
"Love is bigger, love can kill the dead"
I'm glad that we've changed all we had
And now I'm here and all alone
Just my mind, the skin and all my bones
I've grown up and now I'm on my own
Just grab the phone, tell me you're not gone

I said I'm able to leave
But then again, I couldn't believe
Together whenever and everyone you've seen
A better weather and rain from my tears

I will dry my eyes
I will drown in my lies
I won't live your life
I will go the side

Now we've really talked about everything
But we couldn't even treat the failing
We both have danced in the deepest spring
I stay here you can see me bleeding
These were the dreams of my life
My cold black dark and beasty mind
I swear I said I'll be fine
But you told me once it couldn't be forever right

I lay the world under my feet
I jump so high I break my knees
A bigger river's between you and me
The water, I told her, is full of my fears
I said I'm able to leave
But then again, I couldn't believe
Together whenever and everyone you've seen
A better weather and rain from my tears

Back up because everything's told
And stay strong because everyone's woke

We end up here, so I'll fall asleep
You go and I rest here