I Wish It Was the Summer Time (False Hope)

Take me as I am
I can't stand the way I am
Maybe it's fake maybe it's false
I can't stand all this false hope
Trapping in the trap car, running on drugs
Seeing a police car starting to fuck things up

I won't wait any longer
You are telling me it's not September
It's October now and it's getting kinda cold
November's coming and I'm feeling kinda old
New friends telling me to just let go
But December's here and I'm full of false hope

I can't stand the way you feel
Maybe it's hard for me to deal with all the anger
I'm coming up the ladder
Was I too stupid to tell you that I loved you in the past
I'm still stuck on all the laughs we had
Oh and I wish it was the summertime
And your not me when your feeling fine

I stopped caring
While you stopped waiting
Is it too hard for me to face it now
I'd break my bones just to break your fall
Can I please pay attention
My mind needs resting
Is it too realistic
Of course, it's nihilistic
I'm not afraid of being pessimistic
As long as your still egotistic

I can't stand the way you feel
Maybe it's hard for me to deal with all the anger
I'm coming up the ladder
Was I too stupid to tell you that I loved you in the past
I'm still stuck on all the laughs we had
Oh and I wish it was the summertime
And your not me when your feeling fine