ill (feat. Kenny Beats)

Dum, dum-dum, dum

It rained on my birthday (it rained on my birthday)
Thanks for the text though
For a quick second, it
Really let me forget, no (let me forget, no)
But when I came back down
Oh, it felt all wrong
Yeah, it was still raining, and (still raining)
And you were still long gone

I'm not happy, I still want you
'Cause I want you to be happy
There's a part of me I hate, that hopes that maybe you still want me
Am I just a shitty human or are humans all just shitty?
I don't know, know

Oh, I get physically ill
When I think about you getting physical with someone else
Fuck that
I guess it's your right to do so and it's my right to feel like shit
Oh-oh, oh-oh

I still think about you in the shower (in the shower)
Wash the shampoo out my hair (hair)
Not too long ago I'd open up my eyes and you'd be standin' there (right there), yeah
I still think about you in the shower (in the shower)
Used to help me wash my back (back)
Now I sit and let the water hit me, wondering who's feelin' your hands

I'm not happy, I still want you
'Cause I want you to be happy
There's a part of me I hate, that hopes that maybe you still want me
Am I just a shitty human or are humans all just shitty?
I don't know, know

Oh, I get physically ill
When I think about you getting physical with someone else
Fuck that (fuck that)
I guess it's your right to do so and it's my right to feel like shit
Oh-oh, oh-oh
Oh, oh-ooh-woah-oh

Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

It's your right to do so and it's my right to feel like shit
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh