Deep End

Good morning, rise up, storms in
The ocean tides aren't even
And I know it's your words that do it
Your first time, a cracked screen
That night this fear made it clear
And I get that you get me
When it gets to hurt me, yea
I know that you know me
When you know I live to stay (Stay)
And I have no other way
Never do anyway

In the ocean, I know that I'm under a spell
Why I contemplate or dive
Drown or love, love alive
Can't tell if I'm pretending
These waves are unsettling
On the shore I know I'm unsure
Waves crash when we're alone
Out and open and I know I'm
Out and open you're my home
In the sunlight on my own

Can't see through cuz it's a little hazy
You be up on my mind daily
And lately, the scary maybes leave me faintly
And I brought you to the island
But why's the sky so, so frightened
Now we hide from the sun
Cuz when the tears run I run
Knowing I just have myself at the

Deep end
Lose myself, lose my breath at the
Deep end
I'm just so used to pretend, I'm
Not floating whenever
My love pull me forever
Even when we both run away
I walk the plank today
Miss it before love came on this Saturday

Chasing to the start of my scars
Stroll near seashells and sea stars
How did we even see stars? (See stars)
All new places have your same faces
All new places of running races
One phrase really has its ways
Now I'm inside out when we lay
Reminiscing at the end of the day (Reminiscing)

Now I understand why she lies to cry (Now I)
Understand how she has to hold on to try
Truth is love you's are just some generic phonetic
Truth is no one's ever empathic
Lost in a purple night
But woke up feeling right
Confused why I don't feel a thing
Rocks and stones, a promise ring

But I'm used to pretend
Diving in to comprehend
Mood switches, light switches
Stay on and I'm on, on a stage
Can't even read lines off a page
This scene wasn't rehearsed
Funny that line made two hearts burst
Tonight was the first
And it keeps coming as much
I keep acting scenes as such

Life, like a movie
Stars and sunset with yours truly
They, them, he
Shapes of threes
First scene in an ocean breeze
We're seen in the grass and trees
Had them wait to weigh their dependency
Like a prop on my waist, this tendency (Tendency)
Run away from a fallacy
Clouds and stars and my fantasies

Lost only in the sounds I hear
I peer away from the pier (The pier)
Holding my breath; one, two, three
I'm anchored in the sea
Our rolling waves are so in sync
Leaving my heart left to sink (To sink)
In the golden ocean
Been floating for so long
Is this even wrong
To be finally at the

Deep end (Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah)
Lose myself, lose my breath at the
Deep end (I'm at the deep end, I'm at the deep end)
I'm just so used to pretend, I'm (Deep end)
Not floating whenever
My love pull me forever (Oh yeah, oh yeah)
Even when we both run away
I walk the plank today
I miss it before love came on this Saturday

Oh yeah, oh yeah
Now I find us here
The sky I walk from turns golden
Even though I'm still not open
At least I'm not pulled down by the ocean