Anhedonia

No longer
Do I feel what I used to
No longer
Do I long to be alive

My heart still beats
But what lives within me
Is no longer alive
Darkness engulfs me
Desperate to drown
I let everything go

My body has grown cold
My lips turned blue
I will only wither without you
Joy has died
In all I used to do
Life has gotten so dull and grey
Pick up the pieces
My body yearns for something
More than I will ever be
And in this life I will release
All of my misery

I still feel you
in these walls
Breathing down my neck
But you have left
So long ago
And my time has come
To embrace my demise

Sitting alone
On the shower floor
Knife in my hands
Listening out to the birds
There is no joy
Time to leave this wretched place
That stains my memory

Lying lifeless
My skin has gone cold
You let me in
But I slipped away
I loved you
But I was never enough



Credits
Writer(s): Kenna Warne
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