confused (feat. FFI)

Heartbeat uneven, I couldn't even walk in a straight line
Watching her leaving, suddenly my breathing's heaving
When her eye-lined eyes met mine
I asked her out for a coffee, she said yes

She smell like toffee when I asked if she would be mine
'Bout a year into our grand endeavour
I hear rumors 'bout Trevor
Oh, whatever

I just never want her to leave
God, someone help me please
I don't believe this girl, yet she's my world
She can't be beat

So, I'm brushing these tales underneath the carpet
Whilst she's brushing her ponytail back, she smiles then
Cocks her head to the side, "You alright?" she asks and
I say no 'cause I hear her words in my mind, I don't believe them

Caught up in the middle
Can't tell if this side of you is real or not, hmm
'Cause she's nothing but a riddle, darling
She got my mind spinning like a wheel
Oh, my, my feeling, my feels
I'm so confused, yeah

'Cause when she's here and I hear her heels
I'm on my knees, I'm kneeling
Hating all the words she talks
Yet, worshipping the ground she walks

I just cannot solve you, a faulty fuse
A Rubik's Cube refuses to resolve any feuds
Just take the blame
Find someone new

Yet, I don't want you to leave
God, someone help me please
I'll plead for some control
I need to know what kind of fees I gotta pay for this

Conditional relationship
'Cause you're the wind that sails this ship
You're at my door and I can't get a grip
Why'd I let you in?

Caught up in the middle
Can't tell if this side of you is real or not
(It is, it's not, it is, it's not, it is)
Shh...

You're here for nothing but a fiddle
Yet, you still got my mind spinning like a wheel
Oh, my, my, my feeling my feels
I'm so confused, yeah

When you're gone, when you're gone
When you're gone, when you're gone
I feel alone
I feel alone (alone), I feel alone (alone)

I'm not at peace when you're not here
But I don't feel relief when you are near
It feels so wrong
Now that you're gone (alone)