How Long
I'm sitting on the couch with my heart out
Thinking I can cure my self doubt
Deciding if I want to be with you anymore
If you walked through the door right now
I don't know if I could give you an answer
Or at least the one you're looking for
I'm so tired of going backwards and us both being hurt
How long till I realize that I don't want to say no to you
I've gotta let go of everything I'm holding on to
I've been over thinking oh I hate my mind sometimes but I love you
I've gotta let go of everything I'm holding on to, to hold on to you
To hold on to you
Maybe I'll just take a shower
Rinse the heart off my sleeve
Can't let you see inside me
In life you have to decide which pain is worth choosing
Why does it have to be so confusing?
I'm so tired of going backwards and us both being hurt
How long till I realize that I don't want to say no to you?
I've gotta let go of everything I'm holding on to
I've been over thinking oh I hate my mind sometimes but I love you
I've gotta let go of everything I'm holding on to, to hold on to you
To hold on to you
And I swear yesterday I hated you and now I'm saying sorry
I go from wishing you'd just leave to begging you to love me
And who knew all this love would turn around and get so ugly
I go from wishing you'd just leave to begging you to love me
How long till I realize that I don't want to say no to you
I've gotta let go of everything I'm holding on to
I've been over thinking oh I hate my mind sometimes but I love you
I've gotta let go of everything I'm holding on to, to hold on to you
To hold on to you
I go from wishing you'd just leave to begging you to love me
To hold on to you
Thinking I can cure my self doubt
Deciding if I want to be with you anymore
If you walked through the door right now
I don't know if I could give you an answer
Or at least the one you're looking for
I'm so tired of going backwards and us both being hurt
How long till I realize that I don't want to say no to you
I've gotta let go of everything I'm holding on to
I've been over thinking oh I hate my mind sometimes but I love you
I've gotta let go of everything I'm holding on to, to hold on to you
To hold on to you
Maybe I'll just take a shower
Rinse the heart off my sleeve
Can't let you see inside me
In life you have to decide which pain is worth choosing
Why does it have to be so confusing?
I'm so tired of going backwards and us both being hurt
How long till I realize that I don't want to say no to you?
I've gotta let go of everything I'm holding on to
I've been over thinking oh I hate my mind sometimes but I love you
I've gotta let go of everything I'm holding on to, to hold on to you
To hold on to you
And I swear yesterday I hated you and now I'm saying sorry
I go from wishing you'd just leave to begging you to love me
And who knew all this love would turn around and get so ugly
I go from wishing you'd just leave to begging you to love me
How long till I realize that I don't want to say no to you
I've gotta let go of everything I'm holding on to
I've been over thinking oh I hate my mind sometimes but I love you
I've gotta let go of everything I'm holding on to, to hold on to you
To hold on to you
I go from wishing you'd just leave to begging you to love me
To hold on to you
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Writer(s): Destiny Sullivan
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