Magician's Curse

You don't even know how much I want to
Put you in my arms and never let you go through
You don't even know all of the sacrifices
That I have made because of all your choices
You don't even know how much I want to
Tell you that I love you even if it's not true
You don't even know all of the sacrifices
That I have made so we discover magic

Magic, I don't think we have it
Time is passing
You and I aren't lasting
Trust is something I had thought we built
Until the day you stabbed me in the back
And everything we had was killed
You don't even know
All of the things you made me do
Put me in my feels
And then follow up with all these ordeals
Always in my mind
Forgot to enjoy all these good times
Cuddling in bed
Pretend that I am not full of dread
You don't even know
Gave you everything that I could show
Put my scars on display
Didn't know you would be full of shame
It was all just a game
Now it is over lay on my grave
But then I wake up everyday
Wishing that I could be saved
Thoughts haunt
Days are long
I'm fuckin' lost
Put me on a cross
Gunshot
Heart stops
Fuck love
I'll stick to drugs

You don't even know how much I want to
Put you in my arms and never let you go through
You don't even know all of the sacrifices
That I have made because of all your choices
You don't even know how much I want to
Tell you that I love you even if it's not true
You don't even know all of the sacrifices
That I have made so we discover magic

Have you ever been so close to someone
That you thought you found the one
You wanted to spend the rest of your life with?
Overthinking it every second
And now I'm sinkin' on this ship alone
Guess that my home wasn't meant to be on this earth
Send me to the afterlife and I find a new home
Only to discover that I have reached all time lows
Fall for someone and I always end up with a loaded gun
Russian roulette except every shot ends with the same result
Everyday I was just hoping you would end all of the pain
Even when you said "I love you" I would go fucking insane
Because I know you were trying to form me in your own shape
Never let me be myself so this is how the story played
Six months
Of our lives
Spent on the hunt
For each other's lies
I'm over it
You're bullshit
But that is when I realize that I can't quit it

You don't even know how much I want to
Put you in my arms and never let you go through
You don't even know all of the sacrifices
That I have made because of all your choices
You don't even know how much I want to
Tell you that I love you even if it's not true
You don't even know all of the sacrifices
That I have made so we discover magic



Credits
Writer(s): Ryan Wadhwa
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