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Been up late at night thinking my mind away
Been wondering if I'm fine if I'll ever find a Way
Too many times I tried but I seemed to fly Away
That's why I grind today
So when it's time they know I got the right
Away

Feel like there's been too many why's
Too many lies
Too many times
Too many signs you threw my way
And I still feel like I'm out my mind
Losing steer of the ship
Journey been foggy
This is clear as it gets
Know I've been gone for a while
What's living life without taking risks
(Damn)

I just gotta get up
Man I'm done fed up
Feel I've been working too hard
Than what I'm paid for
Tired of having this guard
Wish I just had this paper
Nobody finna stop me
They have to make me
Y'all have to break me
Know you been seeing me
(Lately)
Just being me and they still
(Hate me)
(Woah)
Damn feel I'm going insane
Feel I've been numb to this pain
Feels like my mind been distant too long
Where everyday start to feel the same
Caught in a loop
Gotta learn this right here is what we do
Rather be stuck in mine than be caught up in Another hoop
Seem like the more I'd observe
These features been there forever
And all I've been seeing is everyone
Still tryna reach for what the board measures
Won't accept nothing lesser
But don't understand the pressure
That come with it
Never
Try to learn from it, keep it pushing
And still tryna keep my head up
Everything has its tides
Tryna reach one teach one
But no no no not everybody think alike
Tryna be one they can believe in
But I won't be on this side for long
Look at life from a lens
Now I can't tell what side I'm on
See too much shit be replied upon
Yall just pile it on

Feel like there's been too many why's
Too many lies
Too many times
Too many signs you threw my way
And I still feel like I'm out my mind
Losing steer of the ship
Journey been foggy
This is clear as it gets
Know I've been gone for a while
What's living life without taking risks
(Damn)