Stephanie
Stephanie remembers me younger
Says now I'm self assured and less impulsive
I said I want a struggle that's less destructive
She laughed and said don't hold your breath kid
There's heavy metal in my body now
I think I finally forgive myself
A pretty woman is setting out crafts
The way I used to do for my own students
Maybe when I'm older
I'll be better
I'll be sober
Did you only like me cause you wanted to fuck me?
Did you only like me cause of who I was fucking?
Do I only like me because of who I was kissing?
Do I only like me until that goes missing?
Stephanie said to find new music
It's all that you played constantly for me
And told me the entire backstory
That's when I realized I carry you with me
Do you carry me
With you?
But things that, you want too
Not the things that hurt you?
I'm sorry I didn't leave you better than I found
You shouldn't have hid and I shouldn't have allowed
You to love someone so weak
I don't think I should've let you love me
Maybe i'll believe
I deserved you
When I'm better
When I'm older
When I'm sober
Maybe I'll get angry
Maybe you'll forgive me
If I get better
If I get sober
If I get older
Stephanie swears up and down it's becoming of me
The quiet, intentional boredom and stability
My bed, not your bed, not love, not ecstasy
I can never get enough of anything
I can never get enough of anything
Says now I'm self assured and less impulsive
I said I want a struggle that's less destructive
She laughed and said don't hold your breath kid
There's heavy metal in my body now
I think I finally forgive myself
A pretty woman is setting out crafts
The way I used to do for my own students
Maybe when I'm older
I'll be better
I'll be sober
Did you only like me cause you wanted to fuck me?
Did you only like me cause of who I was fucking?
Do I only like me because of who I was kissing?
Do I only like me until that goes missing?
Stephanie said to find new music
It's all that you played constantly for me
And told me the entire backstory
That's when I realized I carry you with me
Do you carry me
With you?
But things that, you want too
Not the things that hurt you?
I'm sorry I didn't leave you better than I found
You shouldn't have hid and I shouldn't have allowed
You to love someone so weak
I don't think I should've let you love me
Maybe i'll believe
I deserved you
When I'm better
When I'm older
When I'm sober
Maybe I'll get angry
Maybe you'll forgive me
If I get better
If I get sober
If I get older
Stephanie swears up and down it's becoming of me
The quiet, intentional boredom and stability
My bed, not your bed, not love, not ecstasy
I can never get enough of anything
I can never get enough of anything
Credits
Writer(s): Sarah Zimmer
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