Introspection (Step IV)

Isn't it funny how
I don't really know the definition of funny now
No dictionary could ever really define my doubts
I'm on an upper but I can't feel anything but down
Isn't it crazy how
Everybody is quick to label me as crazy now
Just 'cuz I'm honest and I don't wanna let myself drown
The water's rising far too high for me to scream out loud

I think the 'X' on my treasure map has a mind of its own
It wants to stay unknown
I find the pathway and it leads me straight to a
Pot of gold that's been ransacked and stole

If actions speak louder than words
Then how come I'd rather be physically hurt?
I can find a method behind the madness
But if you said "I hate you" then I'd go static
I listen with intentional ears
But your phrases of love only become my fears
I can't seem to translate from yellow to blue
So I turn green with envy 'cuz I'll never choose



Credits
Writer(s): Maddox Mogenson
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