Anti Social

I can't stop thinking of the choices I made
I did so many mistakes back in my own high school days
I was alone most of the time and it never seemed to bother
I only met 4 motha fuckas who helped one another
I pushed everyone else away because I was scared
I got bullied so many times, my mentality wasn't prepared
Nobody wants a fat fuck in their fucking group shit
Calling me names like this and that they can suck a dick too
At this point i gave up on life I got bigger and uglier
I got no money got no honey why do I even bother
Junior year was the worst year it almost got me killed
Over a stupid song that I regret making everybody hear

I just wanna run away
I just wanna run away
i just wanna run away
Make it to the next day
Driving down the highway
Driving down the highway
Getting fucking sleepy almost taking my own life away

I've been staying in my room 24/7
I'd be pushing everyone away I can't trust nobody
And I started losing weight then see bitches texting me
I already blocked 3 of them because they want my money
I tried to socialize with people back in my own high school days
Most of them never talked or told me get the fuck away
I started making money and I'm living chapter two
Maybe talk to certain people maybe try out something new
I need to leave my fuckin house I need to live a fuckin life
I do not have a fucking choice
So many things can hold me back
Getting so depressed because I do not have no fucking friends
Damn

I just wanna run away
I just wanna run away
I just wanna run away
Make it to the next day
Driving down the highway
Driving down the highway
Getting fucking sleepy almost taking my own life away



Credits
Writer(s): Fernando Ayala
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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