pill popper

I've been here before
I'm not sure when but I'm sure
The way you look at me tells me
All I need to know and more
I ain't a pill popper
But I gotta pop pills just to feel proper

I duck bullets like a field doctor
Can you see all of the eyes in the hills, doctor
Fe Fo Fi
There's a lot of guilt underneath those eyes
You had to wear stilts to achieve those heights
Ooo, I'm fallin' backwards
I can never sit straight because my back hurts
I
I had to puff my chest out
Had to stick my neck out
At the same time
I ain't here for rest now
Check in then I check out
Cover my eyes
It's more than just sex now
Wore me like textile
Fucked my life
You don't see the problem do you
Every time I-
You don't see the problem do you
How the hell can you not see them crawling through you?
Oh, I'm on my knees like the Sistine
How the hell can you not see I need assisting?
Do you remember when we were sixteen?
Rose gold chain made this wrist green
Do I annoy you?
Should I avoid you?
I don't think that's shit regular boys do
Yeah, ink on skin
The only time I can keep my friends
I feel the heaviest inside my ribs
I want her livin' inside my skin
And we're a product of environment
But we're destroying the environment
Third grade I played the violin
Highschool graduation wanna die and shit
God damn where'd you find this kid
Fuck
Yeah, yeah
I can't help but stare, yeah
Ain't nobody scared, yeah
Yeah, yeah

I've been here before
I'm not sure when but I'm sure
The way you look at me tells me
All I need to know and more
I ain't a pill popper
But I gotta pop pills just to feel proper