Sometimes I Wonder

Sometimes I wonder if we are born knowing how to love
Or do we only learn the lesson once all's said and done
Sometimes I wish that there was some kind of magic ball
That could show me some day I would stop from falling
'Cause I've been falling

And I never thought that I would want to hit the bottom
But it's the only sign I'm stopping
Oh and I never thought I needed love until I got it
I got it and I lost it
Oh I guess I'd always known that I'd never feel at home
'Til I was out there on my own

Sometimes I wonder what it feels like not to fall apart
'Cause some days it feels like I've been broken from the start
Sometimes I wish that there was some kind of magic pill
To keep me inside of my edges so that I don't spill
'Cause you know I've been spilling

And I never thought that I would want to hit the bottom
But it's the only sign I'm stopping
Oh and I never thought I needed love until I got it
I got it and I lost it
Oh I guess I'd always known that I'd never feel at home
'Til I was out there on my own

Well the road's not getting any shorter
Guess it's time I'm switching gears
Yeah, I'm just out here getting older
A couple months feel like a year
I'm writing songs parked off on highway shoulders
There must be some place better than here

Well I guess I'd always known
That I'd be out here on my own

And I never thought that I would want to hit the bottom
But it's the only sign I'm stopping
Oh and I never thought I needed love until I got it
I got it and I lost it
Oh and I never thought I wanted you until I found you
I found you and I softened

I guess I'd always known that I'd never feel at home
'Til I was out here on my own