This Pain

I've been thinking about the times that we're living in
Everybody stressing about the phones that they living in
Never feels right put a mother fucking needle in
Head screwed tight and I know I really need a win
Telling my secrets like you really lived them
Spread my confession like you never made a sin
Really you're a five but you're acting like a ten
And you're screwed too tight in the mother fucking head I
Really need to forget you
And the the things you did in the bedroom
Hurting my heart while you strumming my hairdo
Keep your hands to yourself what you can do
Take a step back while I walk away
Don't follow me lest you want this pain
Dodging dark clouds every minute of the day
Even the rain can't wash away

This pain this pain
This pain this pain

Surrounded by the demons in hell I
Try to make my way but I'm not well
I try to ask for help but no one's there
Seeing a future where no one cares
Shooting up schools these fools are lame
Should have shot themselves to release the pain
All these families have to bear the rest of what they couldn't face
Had a drink but I'm not there
I want to wake up but I'm still scared
Facing the day will get me where
I need to be can't escape my lair
Wanted to meet but you're not here
When I'm alone I feel the fear
Inside of me it's creeping up
Will I make it to the next year

This pain this pain
This pain this pain