Seem Better

and there you go again
breaking my heart
even when i've loved you from the start
i gave you what you deserve
but you only give me your worst
who am i to you
who am i to you

you don't wanna hurt nobody else
i told myself
that maybe you're not sure if this will last or a phase that will pass

but do i keep you up at night
when you lay in your bed
do i keep you up at night
running through your mind

but i can't deny
after all these years, i'm wishing you were mine
and my flaws, you knew them all
crush me with your bones
fill my head with lunacy
consume me

baby, i know that we're so toxic
but you're the better half of me
without you where would i be
you showed me my whole worth
and you used to be my Earth
who am i to you
who am i to you

even if we did turned back
we can't have what we had
you seem better off now, on your own
and i taste the ice that coats your tone
you come when you're lonely
and call out her name
when you're looking at me
you see her instead
how do i compete
when i'll never win

(of course i knew that i was never worth your time,
but i desperately wanted it to be me
i wanted you to just look at me
i was stupid, it's crazy how one person can dictate
how i feel
and how i should feel
and how i live,
but i can't do this anymore)

but i can't deny
after all these years, i'm wishing you were mine
and my flaws, you knew them all
crush me with your bones
fill my head with lunacy
consume me
but i can't deny
after all these years, i'm wishing you were mine
and my flaws, you knew them all
crush me with your bones
just crush me with your bones
if hurt is all i know
how do i let you go?