Habit

If I was honest
My mind pays attention when you cross it
Was six years too much time to spend on this
Do you ever think about it
Did you make it to Alaska
Was it everything you wanted

And if I was honest
Sometimes I still wonder how your dad is
Does he ever ask about me or is he past it
And I wonder where your car is
When I drive by your apartment
Yeah I do it out of habit

I still see 'em shadows of you
And I still feel it, like salt in my wound
But it doesn't hurt like it used to

I loved you like I could've loved you for a lifetime
Doesn't mean that I lied
You're always gonna take up
A little bit of - space
And that's ok, but I don't think about you that way

And if I was honest
Baby we were just a broken record
And I think that we were just lonely together
And I hope you finally find it
Yeah I hope that she's the right fit
That it's everything you wanted

I still carry pieces of you
And I still wonder what was the truth
But it doesn't hurt like it used to

I loved you like I could've loved you for a lifetime
Doesn't mean that I lied
You're always gonna take up
A little bit of - space
And that's ok, but I don't think about you

I loved you like I could've loved you for a lifetime
Doesn't mean that I lied (I never lied)
You're always gonna take up
A little bit of - space
And that's ok, but I don't think about you that way

I don't love you, but I, I still got love for you
And I don't miss you, but I, I still think about you
And I don't love you, but I, I still got love for you
And I don't miss you, but I, sometimes I dream about you