Head Game

The older I get, the more I'm in debt
When I have kids, I don't wanna tell them that
My dreams manifest when I bleed and sweat
I'm bone dry, wishin' I wasn't depressed

I couldn't hold back a panic attack
It came like a train, my brain on one track
Now I'm flying off rails, and I'm biting off nails

Just going through the motions
I'm going through the motions

To breathe a little slower, ride this roller coaster
If I pass out, my body takes over
If I pass out, my body takes over
Remember now, it's all just a head game
Yeah, it's all just a head game

Smoking my stash, eating like trash
Bad mood, fast food took all my cash
Dopamine hit, throwing a fit
Then over again, when will I just quit?

I'm getting obsessed of finding what's best
To feel some relief, keep air in my chest
I'm walking the streets, dead or asleep?

Going through the motions
Going through the motions

Breathe a little slower, ride this roller coaster
If I pass out, my body takes over
If I pass out, my body takes over
Remember now, it's all just a head game

And my friends all say, "Why're you sad today?
If you smiled more, maybe you'd be happy"
They don't get this lie
Explained it a thousand times
Maybe I should just be happy, yeah

Breathe a little slower, ride this roller coaster
If I pass out, my body takes over
If I pass out, my body takes over

Breathe a little slower, ride this roller coaster
If I pass out, my body takes over
If I pass out, my body takes over
Remember now, it's all just a head game

Yeah, it's all just a head game
Yeah, it's all just a head game



Credits
Writer(s): Jonathan Lane, Justina Shandler
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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