Feel Again

I wanna feel again
I wanna breathe again
I wanna feel again
I don seen you through the highs
I don seen you through the lows
No matter where the wind blows
I could be the one you call
When it's late up in the night or its broad day light
It don't matter I just wanna be the one
In the summer, in the winter
You ain't never gon fall
I wanna feel again

We both came in this with loaded clips
The battle scars from our past left the heat laying so close to our fingertips
But we promised never to pull that trigger
See the difference is
Mine was fully loaded you just had one left in the chamber shit!
This time I paid no mind I was drawn to the danger
Cos what I learned from post-traumatic stress is
Playing it safe never worked for me either
So, I tucked the tec right back in its holster
And I let you in!
God damnit! I let you in!
God damnit! I let you in!
Even if we were still just friends, we would talk about dreams till the evening ends
Transcending out the deep end
The intensity is building
Our heart's been racing
On the way to the surface
I dropped all self defense
But still a threshold between us
So, you lay in my bed with a BP vest on
Cos you pretend that we're just best friends
Enhen
Until that weekend when our lips locked in
After that deep conversation
Yeah, I got you open
At least that's what I'm hoping
Is this what I'm hoping
Now all these lines that we stand on are blurred
Cos I am caught in this lethal allure
Got me thinking are we friends are we more
Have we crossed to the other side of the door

I wanna feel again
I wanna breathe again
I wanna feel again
I don seen you through the highs
I don seen you through the lows
No matter where the wind blows
I could be the one you call
When it's late up in the night or its broad day light
It don't matter I just wanna be the one
In the summer, in the winter
You ain't never gon fall
I wanna feel again

Now she confides in me
Telling me no one else takes her there mentally
I've been stretching the confines of her territory
Thoughts of suicide are now an anomaly
Not like her older shit
In her eyes, her past, she was over it
No longer just friends we were closer knit
We were? We were closer knit
All of the moves we now make are intertwined
When you put your skin on mine
Swear we're clogging up the sand of the time
But she still couldn't surrender the nine
See her pops had left when she was just five
Defying all that she thought love had defined
Denying all we have is truly divine
So she doesn't feel again what it feels like to be left all behind
God damn! God damn
I can feel that we've hit a decline
God damn! God damn
Everything now feels like a landmine
God damn! God damn
Now I'm seating here hoping I don't flatline
Now I'm seating here hoping I don't flatline

I wanna feel again
I wanna breathe again
I wanna feel again
I don seen you through the highs
I don seen you through the lows
No matter where the wind blows
I could be the one you call
When it's late up in the night or its broad day light
It don't matter I just wanna be the one
In the summer, in the winter
You ain't never gon fall
I wanna feel again

I wanna feel again
I wanna breathe again
I wanna feel again

Cos you were my only lifeline