Cryptic Symbolism

You're so imaginative and
Standing next to your cabinet is
A trophy stating who you want to be
But can never be even in your dreams
Bear with me while I distract myself
From my train of thought
I get my news from the only reliable source
Cryptic symbolism in my dreams
Reminding me of who I see
Next to me in those fantasies
And stupid golden fish

Take it slow and keep it cool
There's no point in rushing through
I flipped through the guidebook of my mind
But I couldn't find the advice I wanted to find
So I turned to the index, all the words had risen
The only reliable source of cryptic symbolism

You're so insane
They all know you without your name
A reputation to uphold
That's not what we were told
I've got too much to say
But I'm not sure I can be bothered
In the face of imminent mortal conversation
The cryptic symbolism situation
Shadowing me with fantasies
Reminding me of who I wanna be
And stupid golden fish

Take it slow and keep it cool
There's no point in rushing through
I flipped through the guidebook of my mind
But I couldn't find the advice I wanted to find
So I turned to the index, all the words had risen
The only reliable source of cryptic symbolism

Take it slow and keep it cool
I just wanted to tell you
I think you're so beautiful
But I don't know
No I don't know what to do
Take it slow and keep it cool
I turned to my faith and my sceptics had risen
The only reliable source of cryptic symbolism