Bad Apple!!

Ever on and on
I continue circling
With nothing but my hate
In a carousel of agony
'Til slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free, I'm

Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
'Til I can't break free and

Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain and the misery inside
And I wish that I could live, feeling nothing but the night

You can tell me what to say, you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care and my heart would never know
If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change and it all will fade to black

Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know?

Can I take another step? I've done everything I can
All the people that I see, they will never understand
If I find a way to change, if I step into the light
Then I'll never be the same and it all will fade to white

Ever on and on
I continue circling
With nothing but my hate
In a carousel of agony
'Til slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free, I'm

Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
'Til I can't break free and

Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain and the misery inside
And I wish that I could live, feeling nothing but the night

You can tell me what to say, you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care and my heart would never know
If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change and it all will fade to black

Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know?

This time you're not hurting me, this time I will take a stand
All the hatred in my eyes building up an evil plan
Standing lonely in the night, with the darkness by my side
Looking deep inside myself, and revealing only fright

If I make another move, if I take another step
Then it will all fall apart, there'll be nothing of me left
If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night
Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white?

Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me who I am?
I've forgotten how to see, I've forgotten if I can
If I make another move, there'll be no more turning back
'Cause I'll throw it all away and it all will fade to black

So I'm back here once again, so I'm back here once again
Can I ever make a change? Will my heart begin to mend?
Will you love me if I go? It feels like a heart attack
But 'til everything's the same and it all just fades to black