If You're Listening

Oh I fucked up
Yeah I lied and I cheated and said things I'll never be proud of
Let my own fears and doubts get the worst out of me
Til I went down
The one route that would push you past our bounds
All the way out

Oh it's true how
They say you can't love anyone else until you love your own self
Wasn't ready to be who I wanted to be
So I gave up
And lost the best thing that had happened to me
I let go of the dream
Before he could
Leave on his own accord

But you didn't deserve this
How could I dismiss
The last person who
Saw some innocence
Still left within me
At least now you are free

To get away from the

Damage that I cause
Through self sabotage
You deserve to pause
And collect your thoughts
All at your own speed
I know you can't forgive me

But I'll be missing
All that we had
Through the happy the sad
All our history

And if you're listening
There's no words I can say to take the pain away
But
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry

You deserve love
Someone you trust
Much more than what
I gave to you
I wish you peace
I pray you'll be
So damn happy
Now that you're free

Know it trues when I say it wasn't about you
It was all me
And if you're listening
I'm so sorry



Credits
Writer(s): Austin Marquez
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