P.O.P.

I've been feeling too pop
I don't feel like myself
Tryn' to please everyone
I think I'm losing myself

I hate what I do on a daily
I feel like a fool going crazy
I'm in a prison of personna
I gotta change but I don't wanna

My life is painful, my passion ruined
Cause all the pressure made me change my music
Tryn' to be perfect on every record
Then deleted it all like it never happened

I wanna stay calm my soul is overflowing
Restlessness in my heart anxiety growing
Cause ever since I dropped out of school
I had something to proof
Told my teachers I would make it they said "we hope you do"

Now I'm caught up in the matrix and I feel like a fool
Physically I'm okay but I'm mentally bruised
Now I'm sitting at this dinner table
I ain't starving cause I'm eating tracks

No fork and knife but pen and paper
And I'm writing on what's about to be next
I'm writing cause I want the success
And one day imma be blessed

I've been feeling too pop
I don't feel like myself
Tryn' to please everyone
I think I'm losing myself

I hate what I do on a daily
I feel like a fool going crazy
I'm in a prison of personna
I gotta change but I don't wanna

I know myself i was never the type to overly flex
I was always cheap like you see on the NET that is a fact
But I guess I had to be capping to know that I'm not that
Fashion shows and big Rolis yeah that was all in my head

That other time I pulled up to school in a blue suit
Lied about having a girlfriend just to be cool
Then continued to talk about my business
Sad enough that shit ever existed

Big homie told me you should get a mission
Cause I haven't been happy in a minute
Then I started focusing on my passion
Young enough to believe I could make it happen

I wrote songs, got infornt of the mic
Got on a couple of stages, into a couple of fights
Lost a couple of friends on the way because of the rights
Now the wrongs in my life they keep me up in the night

I've been feeling too pop
I don't feel like myself
Tryn' to please everyone
I think I'm losing myself

I hate what I do on a daily
I feel like a fool going crazy
I'm in a prison of personna
I gotta change but I don't wanna



Credits
Writer(s): Maximilian Bitter
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