What If?
Lately I've been living in my head
Some days it's hard to get up out of bed
My family be worried bout my health
I can't blame em' cause I'm nervous for myself
What if I run out of breathe?
What if I run out of meds?
What if I told you I'm not suicidal but sometimes I feel like I'm dead?
I haven't been feeling alive, look at the pain in my eyes
Everyone said imma be just fine
But what if I'm not?
What if I die?
What if I never get the chance to say goodbye?
But what if I fought and never look back?
And murdered all these demons following me from my past
I know I'm gon see better days
I ain't tryna manifest my pain
Gotta keep going, I got so much to lose but more to gain
Gotta keep showing em' I'm a young rich boy from the "H"
From the east side to L.A
Baby I'm a real one ain't no bitch in my DNA
When I get a million I'll split it with my family
It's no better feeling than seeing a smile on their face
Tryna make sure we all paid, fuck the fame
But what if I fuck up again?
What if I end up giving in?
What if these demons win?
What if the voice inside of my head keep on sending threats?
I keep telling myself ima make it til the end
But what if I'm not?
What if I die?
What if I never get the chance to say goodbye?
But what if I fought and never look back?
And murdered all these demons following me from my past
I'm stronger than the devil is
He tryna bring me down but I ain't having it
Anxiety inside of me, gotta find a way to manage it
I said "momma I'm trying to beat the battle I've been in"
Gotta make sure she know that ima win
Uh-uh, uh-uh
I don't wanna die too young
Uh-uh, uh-uh
I gotta survive so one day I'll meet my son
But what if I'm not?
What if I die?
What if I never get the chance to say goodbye?
But what if I fought and never look back?
And murdered all these demons following me from my past
Some days it's hard to get up out of bed
My family be worried bout my health
I can't blame em' cause I'm nervous for myself
What if I run out of breathe?
What if I run out of meds?
What if I told you I'm not suicidal but sometimes I feel like I'm dead?
I haven't been feeling alive, look at the pain in my eyes
Everyone said imma be just fine
But what if I'm not?
What if I die?
What if I never get the chance to say goodbye?
But what if I fought and never look back?
And murdered all these demons following me from my past
I know I'm gon see better days
I ain't tryna manifest my pain
Gotta keep going, I got so much to lose but more to gain
Gotta keep showing em' I'm a young rich boy from the "H"
From the east side to L.A
Baby I'm a real one ain't no bitch in my DNA
When I get a million I'll split it with my family
It's no better feeling than seeing a smile on their face
Tryna make sure we all paid, fuck the fame
But what if I fuck up again?
What if I end up giving in?
What if these demons win?
What if the voice inside of my head keep on sending threats?
I keep telling myself ima make it til the end
But what if I'm not?
What if I die?
What if I never get the chance to say goodbye?
But what if I fought and never look back?
And murdered all these demons following me from my past
I'm stronger than the devil is
He tryna bring me down but I ain't having it
Anxiety inside of me, gotta find a way to manage it
I said "momma I'm trying to beat the battle I've been in"
Gotta make sure she know that ima win
Uh-uh, uh-uh
I don't wanna die too young
Uh-uh, uh-uh
I gotta survive so one day I'll meet my son
But what if I'm not?
What if I die?
What if I never get the chance to say goodbye?
But what if I fought and never look back?
And murdered all these demons following me from my past
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Writer(s): Marko Hernandez
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