Living In the Past

Back when I was just a kid
I never cared if people dissed
Now all I do is look for ways
Just to receive compliments

Back when I was just a kid
I was filled with happiness
It's not that I'm not happy now
I am just happy less.

Back when I was just a kid
I never cared what people thought, but now that I'm older, really that is all I Ever think
But Now
All I do is reminisce
Reminiscing back when everyone Would listen
Back when I actually believed in Wishes
Way before the broken dishes
Cleaning stores and mopping kitchens
Back to a happy Christmas
Back when I never cared about Whether I would fit in
Wait do I fit in?
Cause Things in my head haven't been Very clever
I miss when Disney was the best place
Ever
Back when playing sports no one cared Who was better
Back when we thought some people l
Lived forever
Things in my head haven't been very Clever
I miss when Disney was the best place Ever
Back when playing sports no one cared Who was better
Back when we thought some people Lived forever
I miss all the good times that we had.
Back when I actually seen a happy Mom
And happy dad
Way before the clubs getting drunk Calling up a cab
Living in this cycle that I hate now I'm Doing laps
Work, sleep, eat then we club in the Weekends hate doing all of that
Way before the sicknesses of being Such a hypocrite, always putting on a Mask

Back to when knives stayed in the Kitchen
Nobody was stabbing backs
Before all the body bags
Before finding happiness within only Price tags
Back when I didn't have to beg for Attention
Filled with depression
Way before the arguments
I'm talking about taking trips to Wonderland
Sleeping on an airplane
Talking to my brother like we brothers Now it's only pain

I miss all my friends that I used to talk To
But I got too much ego just to go and ask you
How's the fam
What it do?
Are u lost?
Can we talk?
How u been?
What's new?
I have all these questions
That I want to ask you

Wait can I ask you?

Like Do you ever reminisce
Do you ever miss this
Before all small talk and fake diss.
Somebody please show me how to live
Obviously I miss all the genuine good Friends
Part time jobs only thing I found since then
(Tell me)
How's, how's everything?
I wish we could just reenact things
Everything

Back when it was heaven sent
Back when I didn't have to worry about Being no perfectionist
Way before being so sensitive and Delicate
Now all I do is fantasize about being
Super rich
But Millions ain't going to make it any better
Think I'm joking take a look at Heath Ledger
Millions of Mula don't matter when u Mac Miller
Instead writing songs he was thinking Should I write a letter



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Writer(s): Benjamin Raymundo
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