And Neither Had I (feat. afkaustin)

I'ma be one cold body in a grave
I ain't mean that I caused no pain
I just mean that I'll be alone
But that's okay I feel at home
Restin' that piece against my dome
Click clack when I cock it back
Bitch, I'm gone
Never knew how I got so low
Just opened my eyes and here I woke

Woke up in another alternate reality
Just another game my mind's still playin' a trick on me
Ain't no longer can I tell you what be real or not
Ain't no problem when the problem is you made it up
Just another fuckin' thing I gotta think about on my plate
You would think I ain't ate
'Cause the pile go high like a mountainscape
It'll ruin me
No, I can't debate

Been restin' in that serendipity, happily
You can find me six feet deep in my lucid dream
Been restin' in that serendipity
It's killing me
Yeah, I let it
Bitch, I see it takin' over me

I been feelin' like I am a Lower Level product of the devil
Just an average motherfucker with some talent undercover
That I cannot even channel properly
Because my mental state is just a product of the trauma that I had to face
And now I'm fucking everything up to the left and to the right
And I could never fucking fix it even when I really tried
I got a problem with my mind it make me really wanna die
So, I did die

I've been here too long
Now I'm covered in blight
They wanted my blood, and they wanted my eyes
So, dig them right out of my skull (Dig them right out of my skull)
But there's one thing you should know
I see all, I feel all
So, certainly, I bleed all, I heal all (So certainly)
I'm your decay (I'm your decay)

They wanted my eyes, so they ripped them out my skull
But I don't need them
I can see on my own
This fifth dimension I traverse is all I've known
So fucking lonely, but I'm not here alone