thought YOU WERE Special

You thought you was special
Well who told you that
Yeah they proud of you but
Do you think you're really that
Person they think they looking at
Being on the road
Anyway to just to not be home
Anyway to not remind yourself
That I'm still here
Used to sleep to pass the time
Now I slept in bout a year
Bout a month ain't had no break
And bout a day ain't had no cheer
Working on it through the music
But you never seem to hear
I don't mind
Therapeutic every time I sing a line
So I La di La di La dying all the problems in my life
I promise I ain't quiet I just barely speak my mind
I ain't silent cause I got nothing to say
I just ain't trying
You could just look in my eyes
And you can tell what's on my mind yeah

You thought you was special
Well who told you that
Yeah they proud of you
But you don't think you really that
Person you think they looking at
And congratulating
Don't forget me when you're famous
Acting like I'm bound to make it
Dreaming bout the day I say I love her
Like I'm bound to say it
She the center of the music but she'll never play it
I been talking to my muses just to pass the waiting
I've always hate the talking stage
Could we just pass the dating
Baby could we stop the faking
Girl could we just say what's on our mind
Not just small conversations
Lately I been tired by the way
I know I'm sounding faded
I know that the time wasn't great
But I'm still down to make it work
Trust me things ain't what they were
Baby just because at first it didn't work it has no worth
I tried to make it catchy
So you don't forget a word
Or forget me over break
We're running out of time
Cause that won't always be a thing but You seem so unphased by this

You thought you was special
Well who told you that
Yeah They proud of you but
You don't think you're really that
Person they think they looking at
You a fraud
Ain't no artist you just sing and rap
Looking lost
Ain't no actor you just talk and snap
Tell me what's the money at
Show me how you living
Another album but no dollar back
Still so many hours spent
You must be having fun with that
Oh that's how you cope okay
You might as well just be depressed
Cause obviously it ain't worked out yet
Oh my God you so obsessed
Sitting up all night but all that
Working still ain't brought success
Why you just don't give up yet
Going into your last semesters
Still you a supporting act
All that effort getting sad

You thought you was special well who told you that
It was me myself
Cause all that stuff I thought
It ain't killed me yet
I ain't manifesting I'm just planning on being rich
Mark told me to enjoy the journey
So I'm settled into this trip yeah



Credits
Writer(s): James Randolph
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