Life Isnt Easy

Cant cap about this life shit
I put my feelings in rap

Barely remember shit when i was kid
i know was bad that is it

When i was 5 i was in the crib

my mother was the father figure
i Appreciate what she did

Use to sleep on a bunk beds
thinking that my life was really litt

Pops was never just around
i was in school acting wild

Whenever i use to really cry i vent to my moms with a frown

Seen couple roaches as a kid

Use to travel on the weekends
just to be with my pops and shit

Got no calls on my birthday
I'm thinking this how it is

That pain hit so different
don't even matter what it is

You can hear the pain in my voice now

I barely talk when I'm around

Caught my first heartbreak right up in the hood

I be really wishing life was really good

I really Put my emotions right inside this wood

4 sisters and 1 brother
i just know they understood

Gave up on ball dreams
i was getting overlooked

Put my lifestyle in this rap shit
trying make sure my family good

I still fw one of my ex"s i do anything i could

She was always there for me
so i don't know nobody who would

Haven't spoke to my grandma for a while
my love for her be going miles

Whenever i go through these emotions
feel like im just in trial

Mmmmmmmmm