I Feel So Alone

All my friends are happy
And falling in love
So much bliss around me
But I still feel numb

Sober but the memories faded
Over all the time that I waited
Nowadays all I'm feeling is jaded
I hate myself

Yeah I'm trying, I'm trying to find help
But I'm lying, yeah I'm lying to myself

Cause I feel so alone in the middle of nowhere
I'm so far from home, but I don't wanna go there
Cause if I do, I'll be just as bad
Or even worse, maybe picture that
Cause I feel so alone, in the middle of nowhere

I moved away at 18
Swear I had some great dreams
But since then I've been waitin' too long

Emotions bottled up
I wish I could pour it out
I know I'm not enough
There's nothing for me now

Yeah I'm trying, I'm trying to find help
But I'm lying, yeah I'm lying to myself

Cause I feel so alone in the middle of nowhere
I'm so far from home, but I don't wanna go there
Cause if I do, I'll be just as bad
Or even worse, maybe picture that
Cause I feel so alone, in the middle of nowhere



Credits
Writer(s): Alec Testerman
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