Growing Pains

I fell in love with music I like how it make me feel
I come from a city niggas quick to blow that steel
Niggas quick to go and kill
Niggas quick to pop a pill
So out of touch with they emotions that they don't know how to feel
A dream, they never had one
Clutching on them handguns
Mothers losing they sons
That lifestyle it ain't no fun
I feel like I'm preaching and I hate that shit
But damn somebody gotta say this shit
They glorify that hood shit
A lot of niggas hood rich
But you don't know the real definition do you
Its a state of mind, state of being
With yourself spend some time
Maybe you'll start seeing
If you do anything, make sure you got a couple reasons
Everything can't happen at once, that's why its different seasons
Deeper meanings, aura cleanings, my soul singing
Like an oracle I see my visions clearly, I ain't never leaving

Studying the greats, I been mimicking they takes
You could say that I came late
But it's over no more wait
You see I had to raise the stakes
No longer scared of my mistakes
On a beat I articulate
And all these curses I'm a break
They throwing everything my way to try knock me off balance
I might wobble but I won't fall I love a good challenge
An abundance of talent, I been feeling too gallant
Forever growing and evolving cause I am never stagnant

Emotions, just my energy in motion
Floating, what I'm smoking on is potent
Ocean, the waves they come and they go
Connected to something higher so I stay in the know
I stay in the know, I can feel your energy flow
Please don't try to play with me you might end up on the floor
And I'm not acting hard this is something I know
I got real steppers behind me and they always on go

This shit is easy
Feel like nobody can beat me
I know for damn sure can't nobody be me, see me
Something that you can't do, won't do
Now run along and go do whatever it is you niggas think you doing
Go impress whoever it is you niggas think you fooling
I got real influence
We are not congruent
Stay the fuck out my lane
And stay the fuck out my way
Bitch, haha

Now we back on the beat, I won't accept no defeat
Please excuse the animosity, but I had to get it up off of me
I don't want no more relationships without the reciprocity
I told y'all ain't no stopping me
Really don't know who topping me
Last year I started finding me
I don't owe no one no apologies
Building up my discography
Prime time like the carter three
Pretty soon I'm gone start charging fees
The four agreements something you should read

Emotions, just my energy in motion
Floating, what I'm smoking on is potent
Ocean, the waves they come and they go
Connected to something higher so I stay in the know
I stay in the know, I feel your energy flow
Please don't try to play with me you might end up on the floor
And I'm not acting hard this is something i know
I got real steppers behind me and they always on go

Ain't no stars up in the sky and that must be why
A nigga always looking down, instead of donning his crown
I hear the leaves rustle and I think that's my favorite sound
If you can't make me better I don't want you around
Take a breath and just be in the now
Turn of your phone, experience life
I promise you can get through all the pain and the strife
Speaking my soul on the mic
With the air in my lungs, words from my tongue I'm breathing life
Into everything around me
Every morning put my feet in the grass just to ground me
Found me, sound me, little old brown me
Think she a be proud cause peace starting to surround me
I be in different world my heads up in the clouds
I'm just tryna make my mama proud, one day I'm gone rock a crowd
But I think I'm good for now
Just speaking my thoughts aloud
Back then I would be crowned
Spirit something real profound

Sold out shows in different area codes
On a track i get bold
Watching my story unfold
The new me I had to mold
Narcissistic that's what I'm told
Back against the wall I'll never fold
Everything I touch turning to gold
Want her by my side til I'm grey and I'm old
Don't mind me I'm just manifesting
Master at it and my life can attest it
And it will be so just cause I said it